I need power...

It's really been a while since I've written anything here.

Let's update.

Few days ago, wednesday morning. A lady driver, was stuck in a traffic jam has no patience to wait any more decided to 'steal road' on the opposite to get to her working place just nearby infront. She just have to wait for few more minutes to safely get there. No, she decided that, that few minutes should not be wasted and thought the road opposite is cleared and she take a chance. There she goes crashing into my car, voila. Luckily, all of us in the car are safe. As she pays to fix my car, as I heard later from the garage guy that she is wife of the developer, therefore she is super rich. No wonder, I never get my apology.

I am still eating like I have nothing to worry about. I am almost 65kg, looking and feeling fat again...there's 15kg to lose to get to 50kg the ideal weight. Since cny, all my mouth was doing was eating nonstop. I need to find back the willpower to get back to exercise routine and moderate eating.

Lately, I also started to drink coffee. I decided to quit tea for my braces, but i took on coffee =.=
Really stupid. Coffee going to stain my teeth more than tea. My favourite Ice Lemon Lemon I could let go, but coffee I couldn't shake off? This is bad...

My script...I've been stucked. I need to finish up end of this month and there's only few days left. I've been writing on and off for almost a year and yet nothing promising came out. Why I could simply write what i feel but I couldn't write a story? blah...I really need more help in this department.

I really need more willpower, mental strength, focus, and determination to go where I wanna go, to be what I wanna be. Power up, yo!