Status Update

It's a funny thing that you can't simply say anything in facebook status update anymore.

Sometimes I'm worried I might offended someone in anything I said.

Sometimes I don't want to sound like air-head or crapped.

Sometimes it's just not safe to say anything that it might become a backfire to haunt you.

It's just not wise to simply say anything.

Even it has the function to able to lock certain people from reading it but 'sometimes' you might also forget to lock out on people that have link with the blocked people.

So, it has become a place for me to update about things that happened more than what I am really feeling.

Sometimes I have overwhelmed feelings that I can't even understand why I am having them.

Example, at this moment, I am feeling so restless but I have no idea why. And I can't post it on facebook and say 'I am feeling so restless...'

Why? Because if I do that, people will start asking why and i have no idea how to answer that. If I don't answer, they will wonder why did I say that in the first place. So, better to say nothing at all.

Why am I able to saying things comfortable here now? Maybe I know not much people going to read what I've wrote or even respond to what I've written. And I have no idea how long I am able to feel safe writing here. I hope there's always a place for me to able to express myself freely.

Of course, I will be thankful for those who really read what I've wrote and trying to understand me. Thank you :)