Letter to me (5 Years Later)

Dear Ee Wan,

How are you? How was your 35 years old birthday? Celebrating with people you love? Are you healthy lately? Eating well? I've bet you still love cooking tasty food for other people to eat.

I hope you still look young without too much added wrinkles.

Are you staying strong? Have you master the positive spirit in you? I hope you have built all the confidence you need along the road. Have you reached your dream goal and enjoying it? Was it hard to pass the day and to reach where you are at now? Are you happy now?

As you know, I was stuck in a crossroad junction before with no idea where to go. With depression eating my mind, light shone through when I decide to change. Even though now just baby steps, I believe I will be as strong as you are. Things are good and sometimes bad. Like a dear friend told me, pyramid wasn't built in one day. There are days that were really bad. Luckily the bounce back was faster each time. Do you still have bad days? I guess you must have learn not to bother about it... :)

Is wangzi still living with you? Your mom, Aunt Catherine, cousins and friends all good? Don't forget they are important part of your life, as without them, will be without the 'now' you.

I won't ask you if you have any regret because I know every decision you'd make must have been thought through and you'll accept any result and move on.

I hope you're looking forward to more beautiful life in your future, and stay strong and healthy always.

I love you,

Bethamy, 30 yrs old.