Yesterday, around night time. Having a bit of stomache, I decide to read to feel relax. Finally, I started to read the book 'think and grow rich' by Napoleon Hill revised and expanded by Arthur R.Pell. Just first chapter I already feel so great. That's why I love reading book that inspired and give hope. Although at the moment, this book feels like the same as 'the secret' still it is a good read. The more I read, the more I am sure of what I need to do and keep up the spirit.
No doubt there's still fear in me, but that doesn't make me less brave. I must believe I can make it to be whatever I want to be, whatever I choose to be. Part of the book talks about bravely go towards your desire at no retreat but keep on going till you succeed.
I will continue enjoy reading the book. yeah~
Feeling great ^^
Saturday, December 24, 2011
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
First of all, my stomach finally healed. Sometimes I does still feel the pain, but it wasn't as before. Today my passing stool finally are in golden colour and like rabbit pellet shape. Consider a good start.
Today, my feeling is very down. Depressing thoughts and self judgement flowing in the mind uncontrollable. I promised myself that I will be stronger than my own bad thoughts, i will choose only the good thoughts. Maybe I survived another battle, maybe. Like my friend told me before, building a strong sturdy pyramid ain't gonna be easy, literally means building a strong mindset.
Watching a new Taiwanese drama, really make the feeling worst. It makes me feel the pain stronger than ever. The chest pain until now still haven't go away. If pain why i still watch it? I don't know.
The most memorable part of the drama is if life is like a bag, want to fill it with full of memories of my own. New part of life, new bag. So I want a new bag too, to collect more wonderful memories of my own. Girl, stay strong :) Goodnight.
Today, my feeling is very down. Depressing thoughts and self judgement flowing in the mind uncontrollable. I promised myself that I will be stronger than my own bad thoughts, i will choose only the good thoughts. Maybe I survived another battle, maybe. Like my friend told me before, building a strong sturdy pyramid ain't gonna be easy, literally means building a strong mindset.
Watching a new Taiwanese drama, really make the feeling worst. It makes me feel the pain stronger than ever. The chest pain until now still haven't go away. If pain why i still watch it? I don't know.
The most memorable part of the drama is if life is like a bag, want to fill it with full of memories of my own. New part of life, new bag. So I want a new bag too, to collect more wonderful memories of my own. Girl, stay strong :) Goodnight.
Sunday, December 11, 2011
HobbyCon 2011
HobbyCon 2011 event this year at Suria Sabah. I was helping Carcasean cafe as game introducer.
Dolphine from Swan Panasia, Sean from Carcasean.
I think this year event is great also. A lot of cosplayer joined this year. Sadly, I didn't bring my camera yesterday so I wasn't able to take picture of many great costume as they have solo cosplay competition yesterday.
Amber, like her violin bag and hair so much.
One Piece, i think.
I like this cool one, but not sure what character cosplayed.
Ranma?
Kiyoko Chan.
Chobits?
Bleach
I heard it's Maple story.
I like this costume and headgear a lot. Too bad she was taking half of the costume off when I want to take picture of her.
Miniature game, war type. The painting works are incredible.
I planned to interview some of the cosplayer. Luckily, I got Kiyoko Chan for the first one. We tried but the noise really too loud can't even hear much of the talk. We even get stopped by a security guard for taking pictures around Suria building. I didn't handle my emotion well and get annoyed from his words. Seems like my zen have not yet found.
I joined Amber and Kiyoko for dinner, little did I know they are not eating dinner but just drinking. I should have take a look at the table before i order and sit down to join them. End up, I just not enjoying my dinner by rushing to finish it. I still feel a bit awkward for eating alone after they left. Still, it's interesting to find out what conversation does they chat...
My stomach finally don't feel as bad as few days ago due to the Ibuprofen, yet I just got my first day period today.
I totally mixed up the date of arrival, Ah Long Koko's family. I ended up not able to meet them as I promise to bring them around.
Happy but tired...off I go~
Dolphine from Swan Panasia, Sean from Carcasean.
I think this year event is great also. A lot of cosplayer joined this year. Sadly, I didn't bring my camera yesterday so I wasn't able to take picture of many great costume as they have solo cosplay competition yesterday.
Amber, like her violin bag and hair so much.
One Piece, i think.
I like this cool one, but not sure what character cosplayed.
Ranma?
Kiyoko Chan.
Chobits?
Bleach
I heard it's Maple story.
I like this costume and headgear a lot. Too bad she was taking half of the costume off when I want to take picture of her.
Miniature game, war type. The painting works are incredible.
I planned to interview some of the cosplayer. Luckily, I got Kiyoko Chan for the first one. We tried but the noise really too loud can't even hear much of the talk. We even get stopped by a security guard for taking pictures around Suria building. I didn't handle my emotion well and get annoyed from his words. Seems like my zen have not yet found.
I joined Amber and Kiyoko for dinner, little did I know they are not eating dinner but just drinking. I should have take a look at the table before i order and sit down to join them. End up, I just not enjoying my dinner by rushing to finish it. I still feel a bit awkward for eating alone after they left. Still, it's interesting to find out what conversation does they chat...
My stomach finally don't feel as bad as few days ago due to the Ibuprofen, yet I just got my first day period today.
I totally mixed up the date of arrival, Ah Long Koko's family. I ended up not able to meet them as I promise to bring them around.
Happy but tired...off I go~
Friday, December 2, 2011
Ibuprofen Overdoses
Officially sick. Just went to see Doc. Chong at Damai.
What happened?
On 24 Nov 2011, I undergo braces installation lower part. Before this on 8 Aug 2011, my first upper part braces installation was super pain process as the mouth and teeth adjusting to the new forces apply to it. I always in pain for almost one week. I was able to use my teeth after one month. I was told by a pharmacist that I shouldn't just bear it like that, the pain. So I was introduced to a pain killer that was suited for dental pain. Nurofen ( Ibuprofen) 400mg. I tried few times before for normal braces adjustment when I can feel the pain. I remembered only took for one day 3 max pills and I was not in pain anymore the next day.
What went wrong was, to avoid the hell pain I knew I'm going to get from this braces installation. I ate my first pill at night and found out it wasn't working, I still can feel the pounding pain. The med only kicks in after 3 hours. So I took one before sleep. The next day, I ate again the med. As I checked the instruction labels, I found out I can take as much as 6 pills perday 6 x 400mg up to 2400mg per day. So, I took the max doses, with only 3 meals normal routine. I even end up less than 4 hours to repeat take the pill as I worry about can't subdue the pain and late for the meds to take effects.
Then, I found out I was always hungry. I also feel stomach pain which I thought was from the menstrual pain I was having. I even wake up at midnight to go toilet.
I finally stopped taking the Ibuprofen after 5 days. I found out my teeth wasn't in big pain anymore. Then, I still always feeling hungry. I thought I was just a normal after effects. Then stomach pain started to become stronger each time.
As I asked my friend at facebook, I found out Ibuprofen was a risky pain killer to take. I quickly do my research about it. I found out it could cause bleeding and ulcer. Or worst, hole in stomach or intestine. There's a saying that milk helps to soothe the stomach. So drank milk for more than 3 days. Then today, I was still in terrible stomach pain. I checked internet says, milk will caused more stomach acid, causing more pain for the bleeding part.
Finally, my stomach was in sharp pain that I decide to see doctor although the net say I shall seek for doctor if persist up to 10 days...luckily i didn't. Even I waited for so many days to see doc, doc was angry for I didn't seek treatment earlier.
Now, I understand even the label says such thing, my asian stomach wasn't built to have such heavy doses. I was consider overdoses. Now with new meds to lessen the stomach acid to wait for the stomach to heal itself. Finally, I feel better at this moment to write this.
Lesson learned: Always check clearly what kind of medication could cause especially bought from counter before popping into mouth. Seek help immediately if something is feeling very wrong.
What happened?
On 24 Nov 2011, I undergo braces installation lower part. Before this on 8 Aug 2011, my first upper part braces installation was super pain process as the mouth and teeth adjusting to the new forces apply to it. I always in pain for almost one week. I was able to use my teeth after one month. I was told by a pharmacist that I shouldn't just bear it like that, the pain. So I was introduced to a pain killer that was suited for dental pain. Nurofen ( Ibuprofen) 400mg. I tried few times before for normal braces adjustment when I can feel the pain. I remembered only took for one day 3 max pills and I was not in pain anymore the next day.
What went wrong was, to avoid the hell pain I knew I'm going to get from this braces installation. I ate my first pill at night and found out it wasn't working, I still can feel the pounding pain. The med only kicks in after 3 hours. So I took one before sleep. The next day, I ate again the med. As I checked the instruction labels, I found out I can take as much as 6 pills perday 6 x 400mg up to 2400mg per day. So, I took the max doses, with only 3 meals normal routine. I even end up less than 4 hours to repeat take the pill as I worry about can't subdue the pain and late for the meds to take effects.
Then, I found out I was always hungry. I also feel stomach pain which I thought was from the menstrual pain I was having. I even wake up at midnight to go toilet.
I finally stopped taking the Ibuprofen after 5 days. I found out my teeth wasn't in big pain anymore. Then, I still always feeling hungry. I thought I was just a normal after effects. Then stomach pain started to become stronger each time.
As I asked my friend at facebook, I found out Ibuprofen was a risky pain killer to take. I quickly do my research about it. I found out it could cause bleeding and ulcer. Or worst, hole in stomach or intestine. There's a saying that milk helps to soothe the stomach. So drank milk for more than 3 days. Then today, I was still in terrible stomach pain. I checked internet says, milk will caused more stomach acid, causing more pain for the bleeding part.
Finally, my stomach was in sharp pain that I decide to see doctor although the net say I shall seek for doctor if persist up to 10 days...luckily i didn't. Even I waited for so many days to see doc, doc was angry for I didn't seek treatment earlier.
Now, I understand even the label says such thing, my asian stomach wasn't built to have such heavy doses. I was consider overdoses. Now with new meds to lessen the stomach acid to wait for the stomach to heal itself. Finally, I feel better at this moment to write this.
Lesson learned: Always check clearly what kind of medication could cause especially bought from counter before popping into mouth. Seek help immediately if something is feeling very wrong.
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