First of all, my stomach finally healed. Sometimes I does still feel the pain, but it wasn't as before. Today my passing stool finally are in golden colour and like rabbit pellet shape. Consider a good start.

Today, my feeling is very down. Depressing thoughts and self judgement flowing in the mind uncontrollable. I promised myself that I will be stronger than my own bad thoughts, i will choose only the good thoughts. Maybe I survived another battle, maybe. Like my friend told me before, building a strong sturdy pyramid ain't gonna be easy, literally means building a strong mindset.

Watching a new Taiwanese drama, really make the feeling worst. It makes me feel the pain stronger than ever. The chest pain until now still haven't go away. If pain why i still watch it? I don't know.

The most memorable part of the drama is if life is like a bag, want to fill it with full of memories of my own. New part of life, new bag. So I want a new bag too, to collect more wonderful memories of my own. Girl, stay strong :) Goodnight.