Bethamy in KL land

First Class, everyone in the class have a short introduction. I have learned that day what kind of first impression i gave to others.

Then with my good luck on pursuing part time job, i found job that i wanted at the first shop i asked. Learning to become bubble tea barista really interesting. From learning the chart and names in a week duration, i also learned brewing tea, cashier and understanding about bubble tea business.

Throughout the 3 months i have met a lot of 'interesting' people. It really makes me open my eyes to the world out there. Good or bad, i have learned something from all of them.

The most interesting part, my first time went to film set. i got to see what is it all about. Even I haven't learned how to say dialogue at my class yet, i got chances to say simple lines at first as an extra. With my luck, i was offered a short guest role on my second day as extra. So scared that i might not able to deliver well, i brave myself to try. I only could feel my heartbeat beating so loudly and my brain went blank before i say my first line. I keep telling myself, I can do it. I didn't know how well did i perform but i hope it fit what the film wants. I only feel that the whole filming was trying to go in fast speed as they want to be fast in finishing the filming. Trying to catch up with the beat, i don't know that is right or wrong for acting.

Second memorable part, i took part in public audition of a movie with a friend from acting class. We reached early, so i took my chances and went on the empty stage to clear my nervous before the whole thing began. This really help. i felt at place when we're the first one who went on stage. I did my best and i can see and hear the laughter from audience and from the judges. So far I have not received any news from them but I learned about that i need to prepare music and speak directly to microphone.

The are so many minor details that from new friends, job, acting chances, and my personal emotion that I don't know where to start...so i'll keep that in my own memories :)

No matter how, i am so grateful that i got to live that 3 months of wonderful adventure that i always dream of. It is a start i know to something more beautiful. I believe i will embark on more adventure that I'll be glad be on. To my dream, here i come to you!

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update on 22 Nov 2012.

Sorry if my stories wasn't as interesting as i plan to write it. Maybe i wasn't feeling so excited when i wrote that. Today, i felt a great moment of blessing. I'm truly thankful for all i have been through. To able to take the first step towards things i always wanted to do but there's an invisible wall that have been stopping my courage. Without my great change of heart will, i think i'll never be where i wanted now. Taking the steps toward my dreams. It might not be something big but it meant a lot to me. From embark in learning how to act journey, to actual acting experiences, learning korean language at the moment. Understanding how to brew a good cup of bubble tea. Now taking interesting in making clay art. Life is really something interesting and unpredictable. Enjoy it while we can. I want to live to my fullest and accepting every possibilities. Live life with no regrets. Today what you do, is what you created for yourself tomorrow. I won't stop my footstep, even how tired i am. I can take a rest but i will continue my journey till the very end.