Today, trying my best to be positive though it's still hard to control my feeling sometimes. Finally understanding why I was sad and angry. I'm trying to remind myself how much I love that friend, i think sometimes i don't have control over things. I've decided to let go. If our path crossed again, maybe fate will make us become friends again. I just hope one day that friend can see how talented and wonderful needed to believe. I will still love from afar. Goodbye now, my friend.

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"So my dream isn't to become the "best", it's to be someone who I'm not ashamed to be." - Key

I found these words very inspiring. I am also just trying to be myself that not afraid to show my own colour and believe anymore. I don't want to live and say 'I regret/Why I didnt'/If i just could'...

I wanna able to say, "Yes, that's me!"

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Thanks, Beryno who helped me cleared my comics away.

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I finally hit 58.9kg today, the lowest so far...