8th Day - Rose 20 mins
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Ah...Despite the accident with my eyes...I still managed to exercise eye closed and continue the rose. Now my eyes still feel pain, maybe too dry but not as read as before. I still can see clearly now so I think I'm fine.

My cousin got say I'm too '天真'. I'm not sure in a good or bad ways. Maybe he meant how i see things in the world.

I admit that part especially in love part. I think, love is unconditional. When I love someone, I don't want anything in return anymore. I used to think that if I like someone, I don't need their money or anything but love me back is real. But recently I think, I can't even force people to love me. I want the person to love me as me, not because I wanted love in return. That's what my most recent thoughts, I shall love someone, not asking anything including love in return.