Crap

I am feeling like crap!

The pain has maximize since yesterday night. I don't feel like smiling or even move my mouth. I just want to sleep off the irritating feeling. How do i fight these feelings for 3 years? How?

It's hard for me to eat or chew since the metal at the end keep scrapping my skin more and more each time I eat because i hafta remove the wax that keeps it smooth.

Am I crazy, getting myself into this treatment? Do I really want to go through these pain everyday? Or because I have sensitive teeth the pain maximizing? Does other patients feel fine after few days or they just bear the pain everyday?

What had I get myself into? ....

The only thing I can do now it, bear the pain...

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As long as I sleep, as long as my mind focus somewhere, and after mouthwash ..i don't feel much the pain.

My mouth starting to have ulcer at the place where the metal scrap when I eat.

Crap....